Hahaha. That face is cracking me up.

Hahaha. That face is cracking me up.

Can we just talk about how delicious this artichoke dip is. @jkalsonotcal

Can we just talk about how delicious this artichoke dip is. @jkalsonotcal

I don’t have a lot of my friends from Facebook or even my family following me on here. I won’t be posting this on Facebook, but mom had to have a ct scan due to her thyroid cancer in 2004. She had her thyroid removed, but did not due a follow up scan. Her doctor has confirmed that her cancer is back. I am a mix of emotions and am grateful to have bobby in my life. One of the dominant emotions is anger. If she chooses to not go through with surgery and deal with it on her own, I don’t think I could be there for her. I watched my uncle die after a painful fight with stage 4 liver cancer. It was painful and depressing. My grandmother chercony died of cancer before I was born. She endured the same as my uncle. The fact that she watched her mother and uncle suffer, but still not care is breaking me. If she wants to fight and try whatever she can, then I’ll be there. If it fails and she succumbs, then I’ll endure the heartbreak and depression that watching someone you love suffer does to you. I will be notifying a small group of friends, but that will be all.

Leftover baked penne noms. Babes makes some yummy foods. #noms

Leftover baked penne noms. Babes makes some yummy foods. #noms

Proud of how the dickbutt mug for bobby turned out. #dickbutt

Proud of how the dickbutt mug for bobby turned out. #dickbutt

Sometimes, you just need to use bucket opener. A little cranky since ripped the top part of my nail from the actual finger. Had to put this on since it wouldn’t stop bleeding. #cranky #lame

Sometimes, you just need to use bucket opener. A little cranky since ripped the top part of my nail from the actual finger. Had to put this on since it wouldn’t stop bleeding. #cranky #lame

Dickbutt mug. #dickbutt #sharpiemugs

Dickbutt mug. #dickbutt #sharpiemugs

Franklin square flood. #newphiladelphia #ohio

Meh. Another Friday night shift. Boring lunch break, but at least I packed a granola bar. #linecook #meh

Meh. Another Friday night shift. Boring lunch break, but at least I packed a granola bar. #linecook #meh

Practice, practice, practice. #dominicgrecoband #mancini #glennmillerorchestra #italianamericanfestival

Practice, practice, practice. #dominicgrecoband #mancini #glennmillerorchestra #italianamericanfestival